candie dreamz

2007-11-11T20:34:00.000-08:00

haha~ okay every thing back to normal
hahas... just realize..i havent blog for sooooooo long
erm cause just like what i said last time.
its all complicated okay.
so you might ask me ...
is every thing sorted out?
not really.
i still get heart aches when i view the blogs.
but never mind. hahas
code from 某人.
" 就算跌倒，也要豪迈的笑"
now thats very easy to read
but hard to do!
but still i shall smile for a brighter future =D
okay. so after a long time, some of the messy in my life is clearing
while others appear =X
but anyway to update all that has happened,
today its got to be along post.
( like is if anybody wanted to konw =X) LOLS
okay first up right form mid oct.
i went to TW!!!!
WOOOTs.
think of it still make me so happy.
went on a wilde hunt for clothes.
but anyway in the end only about a few ver ver cheap pieaces.
and i got to tell you the food there...is like soooo
i dont even know how to decribe it. trust me its damn god nice +DD
okay then i fall sick X(
at taiwan where i was supposed to be enjoying shopping,
I FALL SICK! can you believe it.
that was like so unfortunae =(
then i got to say.
taiwan got so many shuai ge
and mei nv! haha hua chi- ing
okay and in taiwan i met with SHOW! LOLSSSS
fortunate me =)))))
yea! but any way quit sick of him in taiwan cause every where
is luo zhi xiang pic , jolin pic, rannie pic, xiao mei pic....
see untill xian lerhx.
and every where will hear there songs.
okay so tts a very very brief intro of the joy i had in taiwan.

so now what happened this few days in singapore?
so about the time of the last post.
two major thing happened to me.
okay one is my stupid baka damn it i dont know what to say results.
its like okay.
at the start of the year i was still like GPA 3++ ( which means you get around B3 right?)
and of course my mother give me scoldings on
how much i'm expected to get, how much i have played and what ever not crap.
but now i'm like....way below GPA3
i mean when i say way below trust me its not like around 2.5 or something
is way below!
and you know the most disappointing thing is that my chinese was like C5
to tell you the truth i have never got a C5 for any thing reguarding to HCL before.
n0t even a spelling test!
so maybe i shld really buck up.

the second major thing.
its a major thing,
but making it happen doesn't change much.
maybe the best are still in the past
and nothing is in store for the future.
all i shld do is keep slient?
so that nothing gets worse?
i dont know =)

so what happened this few weeks?

erm...my dream of a holi job is finally broken
because my horrid results
now i have tution at JUST education.
guess what?
zhi wei and samuel is in the same tution
LOLS okay okay
i know the name of the tution is maths for RVIP
but it still shocks me tt two of them are there.
dont what to get be about the latter party in the two boys mentioned above
so i just shut this topic here.
the tution teachr was nice and the class was super fun
we learn AMATHS
nice =)

besides the tution...
i still have to say this again
I LOVE CLDDS!
so rocks
it makes going to cca in the holis fun for me as well! mucks
and suddenly i became sooo close to si yao LOLs
last week i almost spent the entire week with her
went swiming with hr twice
went her house
CCA see her again... LOLS
then suddenly i chat with her alot.
new frend hehe

okay sooo here is the last topic....
WU SUO BU ZAI - SHOW YOUR DANCE
woots. xiang xiang new album
the songs are nice!
i have already heard five of the songs
and the first hit - ONE MAN SHOW
is ssssssoooooooo nice and the dance is just....OMG!
its sooo nice.
i ready pre ordered... still waiting for the album to release next friday.
yea!
我不会唱歌also nice
both the slow verison ( by show)
and fast verison ( zhou din rain)

okay to sum up i have some thing to say to ruo lan.
stop doing the chicken egypt dance okay?

vae

2007-10-24T04:22:00.000-07:00

`COMPLICATED___

2007-10-16T08:25:00.000-07:00

hahas. next year is a new year =)
hehe.
i looking forward liao lor
hehe.
next year got alot of a new shows
first coming up will be
its started with a kiss two
(ariel and joe)
then is hua
yang shao nian shao nv 2
( fei lun hai and ella and danson)
then is fan gun ba dan chao fan
( jiro and arron and danson)
then is the show of the life time
all we ( or atleast i) have been waiting for...
SLAM DUNK~
furturing
SHOWWWWWW!
and wu chun.
hahas.
but show acts as yin mu hua dao
and wu chun as liu chuan feng
i think that most ppl say liu chuan feng more main lead
then yin mu hua dao.
but i really love the funniness of yin mu
mukakakak.

hua chi- ying~~~
and praying tt show will stay as the main lead!
beat yan cheng xu
and act with wu chun! yea~
praying...

p.s just remember
that day i say that ALUCARD
which is of course not leong yu
is like somebody in bleach
and i forget that person's name
but now i rem!
its ichmaru gin!!!!
grinning always =)
<3 gin and Alucard~

2007-10-13T22:48:00.000-07:00

hehe.
HELLSING FEVER
lols. me back to watch anime
and boy! hellsing rocks!
(although is very very bloody and violent.LOLS)
its so nice! Alucard! LOVE you
grinning always +))))
and he is soooo handsome! muck muck.
he actually look like the more manly version of
...of... i FORGOT HIS NAME!
oh my! hais. so long never watch bleach le. =/

2007-10-12T23:33:00.000-07:00

hehe.
counting down!
soon i will be in taiwan le =)
so nice right
muckakaka!
LOLS lame =.=

hehe.
yea <<3 CLDDS =）
really enjoying every moment!
it was just so right for me to change cca +)
hahas.
LOVe every one in CL
hehe.
LOVE　RUO LAN
LOVE SI YAO
+) they are soo cool seniors =)

okay but i got to say sry to vicky
your comic...
i was suppose to take care of it
but...
i will pay you bck!
and yen cheng and leong yu....
hais.
i really dont know who did what to the poor book
so i must make two of you fork out the money for the comic
sry.

gui feng finally come out!!!
yea!
but he so less scenes.
hais. sick of x-family le

2007-10-11T20:10:00.000-07:00

hahas
yesterday was abit moody.
today still moody
but hehe.
must be opimistic! yea!
haha.
today continue to get back bad results
and guess what..
i got only 28/70 for my compo! yea! (=.=")
hahas never mind. next time score better =)
now doing c++ in com lab
hahas. not going the extra marks
what for?
LOLS
anyway jL ask me why some of my post so hard to understand
cause i dont want ppl to know who and what i was talking about -______-

never mind talk about good things now!
yea!
going to TAI WAN
sooo nice right =)))
yea! i will take alot of pics and buy
show on stage ! yea!
show again =.=
hehe.

flash finally done!
so good +)))))
most of the credits to JL la.
i feel like a slacker =.=

and ! NICKY !!!
whats the heck with you!
never bring our hard work
later speech and drama how????!!!
bash you la!.
LOL JKJK =)

2007-10-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

LOLs nthing much to say...
actually there is alot to say
but i just dont know chose what to say
and how to say.
so many things happened
i think maybe i have lost all that i have
but possitively
having nthing means there is nothing to lose
LOLS
it's all so dim
perhaps
i'm just nthing
maybe everyone was right
everything was deserving
only me
i'm the fault
i'm at the wrong
i'm the trouble in all the rights
maybe i was the only one that did not understand
i always thought that is the others who did not understand me.
but maybe in the end it all just prove me wrong
maybe i was just like how i saw my self through them
useless.
empty.
stubborn.
irresponsible.
and all and all that SHE told me
and i denied before
maybe i was the only that did not derserve to live on
well, in any way
i think i'm not going to much longer anyways
because of the ugly fact that i don't derserve
and dont know how to live on any more
just feel that life is going in circles
maybe i will just be recycled to the begining
just like how the govenment does it to the trashes
and then everything will start again
because i'm much of a coward
so i can't just stop this cycle here
so maybe i will just swim with the current
and try less harder
perhaps thats the best way.

2007-10-07T05:08:00.000-07:00

do~ ra~~ MI~~ FAAAAAA````````

LOLS
major sore throat and sooo tired.
todae went to do english drama.
haix we progressed so slowly!
still havent finish two scene! ( LOLS shld be scene two)
very tired.
today i think i shld be quiet anoying
cox today i become the hyper self
and become very high..
not as in my fault la!
everybody ask me what to act
as in i not a sage right.
i cant come up with everything ma!
hais.

anyway the NG king of the day is nickyyy~
lols
he is very PRO at acting lo~
NG SOOOOO MANY TIMESSSSSSSS.
so we had a deal
the NG KING shall TREAT US TO DRINKS
keeee.
and if tomorow he NG so many times again
we shall make him do some thing..

so now i shall rest and enjoy by watching K ONE!
yea!
still love LEx
he is soooo COOOLLLLL
its the best character of all!
evil yet so KAWAII
love him
nowdays i very bored
don't even have things to watch
don't even know what to watch!
hais.
so must go bck to old old shows

just now on ppstream watch a so called horror moive
not nice at all!!!
very go scary
the begin and all was good la
its was like
" hold a candle and walk the the mirror.
close your eyes and beckon for her
dead mary, dead mary, dead mary..."
but in the end it was not scary at all!
hais.
not fun

>< my finger nails so week!
it keeps spliting!
and i have to cut it soooo short
that it hurts now
you know i grew them like for a month le!
had it was like long!
and i was still like braging to jialing
but in the end it become soooo short
that it hurts to even type
and even shorter than before
and i the rage of losing my very long nail
i cut alway all my other nails also
even the toe nails!!! =((((
cry =`((((
don't know how long must i grow it again
(P.S LEx de nail very long and nice and shinyyyy =))

by the way LEx is Danson Tang =)

the last part of the nail is lame =)
vae

2007-10-05T03:51:00.000-07:00

...waiting and changing

.waiting.
today larry called
you won't know who he is
and i won't tell you
i'm refering to those who like rumors
and really want to spread this around
people like LOaLOaLEE
hehe.
you can call me clever
or well informed
i can see through your covers
anyway larry brought me hope
hope that is hopless
hope that comes too late
you don't know
that every of your expression is rude
it hurts me
you don't know that your innocent words are you hurtful
and that HER
i know she will kill every hope with in
and the other you who larry called too
pls don't spread things around
i don't know whats right or wrong
i just know that though i detest this thoughts
but i know god gives me this chance
though my thoughts are messy
but i try to focus on praising your grace
i'm begging for your help
but wish that you will let HER see more of me
and wish they will give aceptance
and every thing would go fine...
if you could help.
this is my chance.
i tried for it
and got it
i want it
and i want them to see me beyond the pictures
i don't want those innocent words of suposing "cute" people
come true and huant me
and hinder me
i just hope that some of my wishes come true too.
i'm tired
and i need company
not as in of the oppsite gender
but some thing beyond that shallowness
what can i do to make things better?

.changing.
masks shall be worn
to fence out those hearts
hidden in the dark shadow of the lady night
and to forbid the innocents
to come and see through
.for knives shall be bend
and words shall pass
through the west to the east
. hearts shall
provide warmths
through the freezing caps of ice at the tip
.smiles would brighten the day
widen one's horizon
while stealing away the other
.riddles shall not be solve
for the purpose of their exsitence is to cast upon
the deadly spells
. death brings the begining of new life
and life leads to terrible deaths
. through the circle of the wonders
clever shall see through the truth
and learn to desive
while the fool goes agains what the mighty
had plan
.in time the amazing shall raise above the shore
like crystals merging from the liquid of life
while the dull shall sink
to the forever darkness of the human souls

i never chose the last for the mission of my soul is to take lead

2007-10-04T19:57:00.000-07:00

i hate her
she is the curse of my life
i hate her
she always think she know every thing
i hate her
but to tell you the truth she doenst even know anything
maybe she dosn't even know who i am
i hate her
she is like a ghost hunting me fro the past 15 years
i hate her
i could even visually see myself pluging
the muderous knife deep down that unfeeling heart
i hate her
she is nthing yet she should have been very thing
i hate her
she don't even know how to mange her own duties
i hate her
for she is proud and very proud
and from her i inharitated it
i hate her
but every time she tries to put me down
i hate her
i just so i unfortunate to born to her
i hate her
it was so merciless for her not to abort me
i hate her
i wish i could cut that evil tonuge of her
i hate her
she do everything to me
for me to learn
how to fill that hate deep down the heart
i hate her
it wasn't ilke this at first
but she caused it
i have no choice but to root in the grung
i hate her
i wish she could get what she derserve
i hate her
she could just die of
maybe that will make my life better
i hate her
for she is the woman living with me.
kill her god.

2007-10-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

南风采，南风谨， =)))
love them.
keee.
now in to a drama mood.
heee.
the two shuai ge above come from gong zhu xiao mei
keee.
soo nice the drama
cai is so shuai!
i know in the class alot of ppl dont like kelvin
but i think he is cool!
really!
keee. nn wu chun
okay la
ii admit
he is good looking
but he really look like The Hunk!
*greeniie*
nn aron is so kawaii~~
kekeexx.
95 ( jiu wu )~

today really very pissed off!
say le is today..
but in e end
haix.
i don't know what to say
never mind..
tomoro i will definately go!
humpt

but very trouble some lo
haix
don't know if they except
even if so lucky except
still my mother...
haix

vae

2007-10-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

yiie no gui feng!!!
miie senior gort promiss miie tt todae
in x-family danson derhx character
will kind of "imvolve" in tuhh a higher level
corred gui feng.
but nver appear =(((

yeah!!!
exams offically over!
=)))))
it's party time ya!
( sounds shoo lyk gui long >.< now ii really in tuhh x-family)
todae went tuhh by sumthing
spend shoo much money!
boh lu lerhx

tomoro ish e big dae nerhx
actually lyk another test of miie life
dun noe will suceed or not
anywae haf decieded tuhh work miie lungs out
aleast can earn 600
most marhx...keeee.
up tuh 4000!
korkorkorkor!!!!
mukakakaka~ shooo happy
shoo much money ofcourse mux save larhx
for furture use...
but...keee.
also mux use tuhh enjoy nehxxxx XDDD
harharx shoo fast start planning e use of money liaox
keee.

$_$
eyes glamouring wix money
mukakaka

xiaovae

2007-10-01T05:57:00.000-07:00

_hahahas.

okiies nowdaes watching x-family =)))
keee.
now waiting for e live telecast =))
for dose hu dun noe wart ii toking bout
keee.
ii can only sae euu are shoo slow
jux sum spoilers
X-family ish a show by fei lun hai ( their english name shoo diifcult to spell >.< )
nn danson tang
nn all de others hu acted in zhong ji yi ban ( K.O one)
its bout stuff tt countinued over from K.O one
very nice ... or ii shld sae alittle kuso larhx
but still... danson acted a very good role
sumthing lyk LEx
which ish shoo cool rite X)))
hua chi - ing

anywae ii think ii very clever lehx
keeekeeee.
ii horhx figured out
tt if ii cant do a good blogskin...
which ii tried shoo hard todae
then ii can download one =)
keeee.
LOLSSSSSSS
shoo ii finally changed one =)
very nice rite
yay! no more show!
LOLs not as if ii hate him or dislike him larhx
ish jux tt ii sick of it+)

keeeee.
laughing vae--.

2007-09-30T04:16:00.000-07:00

hahas.
todae caught by sudden emo attack again...
dun noe wats wrong wix miie now daes.
maybiie exam end lerhx
alittle no aim
( hang on... ii thought ii still have two papaers? LOLS)
so ii came up wix sum emo stuff
but tuhh bad
bef4 finishing it...
ii was done wix miie emo =DDD
jux wanan sae emo rocks! (0.0)
LOLs

harharx actually dun noe wat tuhh post larhx
harharx maybiie miie still havent gort over wix the emo =)

bleah! =P random emo vae

counting down...its going tuhh biie over

2007-09-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

.seriously.

ii need tuh change blogskin!! >.<

but no time..haix

no inspiration tuh...

or shld ii sae jux tuhh much inspiration >.<

okiies... nowdaes gort a very lame ppl taging miie blog

but quite fun narhx

he/she ish very funny put miie own name

nn take all the time tuhh learn how ii rite blog..dots

=.=

but he very interesting also...keeee.

ii dun hate spammers

cox very fun tuhh guess hu they r

miie still guesing =)))

finally nerhx....

exams over

going end everying thing soon! yea+))))

keeee.

miie going tuhh promisse sumthing

ii wil nbver mention sumone again

nbver

no matter how ii wan tuhh

cox jux lets bury it

its long enough lerhx

jux lets carry on wix miie life

very zi lian now daes also...

cox miie new handphone take pic very nice...
(muckakaka...e color very nice rite? miie love miie fone...)

(but ii still shoo ugly x( )

now ish enjoy time!

ii can do wat ever ii wan!! =)

LOOKing For jobs....

vae

2007-09-24T19:46:00.000-07:00

hahass. emo. blehhh
no blues todae.
but cant help but to notice my sky ish gray again
damn it.
call tis blog candiie dreamx
cox ii wanted tuh live sweetly...
simply and dreamy as all waes...
but now..nvermind!

2007-09-04T19:23:00.001-07:00

Beginning of a new experience =)

Ok. Form today onwards,
I’m going to write entries in perfect English.
This is to help me to improve in my English =)
And after writing,
I’m going to at least read it aloud for once,
So that I know its grammatically correct =)
This may mean that I have to stop sighing…
Why?
It’s simple!
Because in perfect English there isn’t a word call “haix”
*sigh*
LOLs I realized that I can still do it… (I’m a bite lame… bear with that)

Anyway, I have bought the Show on Stage tickets!!!!!
But… I’m not happy at all…
*sigh*
Because…I bough the second class tickets…
Which means it is further from the stage…
I wonder will I be able to see him...*sigh*
There are like 25 rows of people in front of me! =(((((
How sad!
But no matter what,
I have successfully bought the tickets =)
So maybe I should at least sound a bit happier.

Changed new MP3 player too…

Every thing is being on track.
And I should get back to mugging =)

Hard working Vae
(At last! I’m able to call myself hard working XD)

2007-09-02T21:21:00.000-07:00

tralalalssss~ LOLs Slacking again XD

kekex~ ii suppose tuhh biie studying now!!!!
yiies end up surfing nn bloging?!
haix..studying ish shooo harddddd =(
aniiwae ii not slacking at bloging lorhx =)
kekex yesterdae jux post
todae came bck tuhh post again =}
guai guai vae

yestdae tooty miie forrgort sumthing..
its zhe zhe derhx burfdae!!!!
harharx
happy B.D =DDD

keee. wanted tuhh change his skin...
but horhx.. now ii lyk not pro at PS lerhx
( not as in last time ii verii pro lyk tt larhx but aleast better than now!!! X[ )
ish lyk ii n0 more ideas...haix
dun noe how tuhh do lerhx *crys*

ii wana change skin lerhx...
if if horhx...after tis week still havent come up wix skin... goana use other ppl derhx skin lerhx

okiies...good news!!!
finally can buy show on stage tickets =))))
bad news!!!
ii havent buy yet nn the $168 tickets ish gona finish =(
if lyk tt horhx... haix
thenn ii buy other tickets also no use
cant even see him!! =((((

nn horhx...
an other good news =)
D.T derhx album out lerhx =)
but nn bad news ish ii cant buy =(
cox ii harf tuhh wait for high school muscial tuhh derhx ost (cox gort show sing bet on it )
but denn dee ost ish still not on sale =(((( poor miie cant buy both..haix

harharhx better go bck studying
orelse mama will complain nn nag again
sumtime shoo disappointed in her!!!
even mrs khoo see miie improving alittle...
but she!
she still sae ii very lousy
then wat she expect???
ii mean ii improve lerhx marhx
although still not perfect
but atleast ish a try!!!

haix
vae

2007-09-02T06:37:00.000-07:00

Shhh~~

kekex
teacher's dae performance....shooo cool
nn two dee rockxxx

2007-08-28T06:02:00.000-07:00

~toot teacher~~~~
haix
stupid miie shoo guai 4 wart de hack????
yesterdae go cut hair (cut untill shoo toot lorhx>.<) jux cox tt ****ING teacher ask miie tuhh do so... wen ii shoo guai?~ (ii dun normally scold ****) ii went tuhh de very good shop tuhh cut but hu noes last time tt very beautiful nn pro derhx jie jie wasn't there~ (heard she quited) instead a new nn inexprienced guy cut for miie at first ii ask for tails which he cut for miie then we he cut layers for miie he acidentally cut awae miie tail! then only left one so he keep treaming and treaming till both became short! then his lady boss came kinda lyk told him off then cut for miie okiies she was exprienced larhx but den aridi tuhh late!!!! haix miie "tails" shooo short!!! then she sae wana cut bob forr miie dhen ii shouted loudly " II DUN WAN!" she was lyk shoo shocked>.< shoo she cut more spike forr miie
dhen miie hair became even shorter~~
haix shoo sadddd
miss miie old hair style =(

mi mi nn dar dar comfort miie larhx
mimi sae miie hair not bad larhx
but how can ii believe wart obasan saed? LOLs
dhen miie dar dar sae ii very kawaii~
ermxxx...which lyk obviously ish not true...
miie dar dar alwaes kind~
kakakaxxxx

dhen todae two stupid thing happened
first ii dun noe yiie ii mention her wix out trouble inside the toilet
especially ii noe very well she ish lyk inside there~
nobody saw through miie...
they all think ii gort over it~ but still hahas~
dhen di other thing ish horhx... the container wix miie dinner inside
ii bought e container at 1$shop
dhen ii put miie dinner inside nn heated it in the oven
and guess wart happened????!!!

"nice pic of miie ruined dinner~"
this teaches miie one thing...
nver trust 1$shop!!!!>.<

harharx
now suposed tuhh do geo~
but abit emo
cox of science prac
ii think ii gona fail
nn sumthing else
ii think ii very dui bu qi dar dar
ish lyk ii can hardly on9
nn tok wix him
~ haix~

slacking vae X)

2007-08-26T18:46:00.000-07:00

~wat e crap?????

haix lols
yesterdae went tuhh buy mp3...
bought one lyk ipod
but thenn jux bought yestdae
todae gif miie trouble~~~
>.< larhx="}">
e webcam horhx... ish for dar dar derhx... dun noe weather he gort xia dao or not cox ii really not very pretty larhx >.<> todae gort caught byy stupid teacher tuhh cut miie hair!!! haix ii dun wan cut~~ cox ii wana cut tail shoo mux grow longer! haix yiies rv teachers shoo tao yan! ii wana cut xiao gui's hair ( as in wen he acted in KO ONE larhx nort now derhx>.< tuhh short!)
haix~
todae go bck hm gort lots of things ta do larhx~
first mux go jp service miie MP3
dnn cut hair
go hm still mux do card for senior
den bei ju ben ( now ii verii guai lerhx)
after tt still mux rite geo~
sianx...wish could see dar dar~

xiaovae

2007-08-25T05:43:00.000-07:00

okiies~ mux blog be4 doing anying orelse ii wont blog
hahas~
there r afew things tuhh blog bout
nn being super lame miie wana blog all~~~
kekex

first.
MTV pop ish sooo fun!!!!
the teacher usual ish a gay one
but but BUT as usual he ish funny!
though ii din lyk DS cox ish hard
but ii LOVE MTV pop even if its tiring!!!!
kekex
ii will perserver on

second
ii really wana thank he liaoshi
cox he made miie now haf e determination
tuh gai diao worhx huai xi guan
ii really wana kick the stupid prob of spelling!!!
and horhx here ish sumthing really funny happened in class~
sumbody ( ii din sae its gaston~) LOLs
in the class wanted tuh rite tis
in compo
上课一条虫
下课一条龙
but instead due to errors in spelling
he wrote
上裸一条虫
下裸一条龙
LOLS
cute little gaston LOLSSSSSSSS

third
LUO XIANG XIANG ish coming sing!!!!
kekex.
BUTTTT
tt dae ii dun think ii can goooo!
BOOOO *CRY*
cox of the stupid teacher from cldds!!
haix ii really damn hate her
but then lyk wat the chair man said
we still mux respect her
nn show her wat we are capble
shoo ii decied tuhh go CL instead
yiies ii shoo guai????
haix T.T
but nver mind ii still have miie dar dar wix miie <<<<33333>

2007-08-20T17:27:00.000-07:00

haha~ mama ask miie tuhh update

ermx... okiie sad~
we lost in e science challege
but its okiie lyk wat gary sae
but still how can we have lost????

yesterdae ii went jp wix mama
eat delicious chicken
and...ii jux have tuhh sae tt...
all of miie world ish starting to revolve round sumthing new

its all a new start~

happy vae

2007-08-16T01:42:00.000-07:00

harhharhx~~
din noe tt fang qi's methode din really work
orelse why di she noe?
hmm...hahas kind of lyk feeling weird now...
since ish lyk wat was meant tuhh biie kept in e dark surface and was discovered
pretty serious heh?
LOLs
anywae..shoo biie side miie there ish still sumbodiie tt ish reading eh?
LOls
ermx...talking tuhh a really weird uncle now..kekex.
he ish actually miie mama derhx frend
but speaks really weird english
nn ish a bit freaky?
LOaLOaLee~~
hmm...now adaes really mad bout Tang TAng!!!
DT!!! ( danson tang = dt)
harharhx
he shooo handsome! nn acts shoo will!!!
oppss.
okiies tis doesn't mean tt miie does not lyk SHow- sAn lerhx
( though it doesn't seem tt he ish in any part of it.. LOls)
ish jux tt ii changed the dw( destop wallpaper) nn dp ( display pic msn)
in to his pic...
spend shooo much time looking at his blog (stead 0f show derhx)
and do his psp instead of show
nn...hahas...watch all his news and every thing instead of bai fen bai~
;P
but really larhx... miie not going to bian xin
really
surelly
believe miie lerhx...
com'on
pls?

LAME MIIE

LOLS

VAE VAE * the masked teddie``

2007-08-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

~ the unsaid words hurt the most ~

ii misunderstood sumthing
ii thought it was cuel of her to put things in words in her blog
but now ii understand
the undsaid words hurts the most
in heart and in soul
it happened almost lyk all those drama
where both the main characters keep silence
if tis ish a plot of any other stupid drama
then this ish the story of miie broken soul
sumtimes ii thought does words matter so much
but now it seems tt wen hearts could not make the connection
words can explain everything
does tis mean tt ii have to do it again
where do ii start
where did it last end
then again where will all this lead...
ii dont noe
and ii have no courage to search for all the answers ALONE
will euu help miie
does it sound all weird and stupid
can we find wat we shared last time
or did we share anything
sadly memeories are easily forgoten...
have euu forgoten
if euu have not
can you use let miie see
if euu have not
ii can bring the smile back?

Random vae

2007-08-07T04:24:00.000-07:00

~I'M SO SORRY~

To all the nineteen kind souls:

First of all, I would like to give this post to the nineteen people that stood up for either me or Leong Yu. Without the help from this great nineteen people, I would have to present today with out the thumbdrive. I here by extent my greatfulness and apology to all of you. Sorry for making you stay back at break to listen to my presentation. I'm really truefully sorry. Its all my fualt that cause you break time. If time could reverse, i would have been more carefull with my stuff. I thank you for your kindness that will be never forgoten.

Zhang Jia Yi

2007-07-31T08:27:00.000-07:00

!CLDDS!
Please f0rget miie
todae at cl was fun narhx
Ii din sae f0rgive miie
only tt the teacher abite….
Not as ii din wan tuh
dun noe how to sae
But in a wae miie not bothered
but anywae it was really fun wix the seniors
Not a bit bothered
especially wix ruo lan
As if ii niid euur anything
and… wats her name? ermx…ya rite ii f0rgort..
As if ii wana biie part of euur things
opps dun let her see tis! =P
Please sing along
hahas~ any wae they taught miie a song
Tuhh the redeem of tis song
its to the redeem of LONDON BIRGE
its quite nice larhx sing along if euu wat barhx =)

DO EUU THINK II REALLY CARE
II DON’T CARE
II HACK CARE
DO YOU THINK II REALLY CARE
REALLY CARED?!
II HACK CARE
DO EUU THINK II REALLY CARE
II DON’T GIF A DAMN

Hhaas anywae cut hair lerhx….
Understand its words
very cool lorhx miie new hair
Not only humming to the sound
cox styled by the hair dresser marhx
So do euu think ii cared?
ii now really look lyk sh0w lorhx LOLS
Well its hard to sae it myself
kekex hmm… only miie eyes worhx abit small larhx
But let miie tell euu
ppl wix small eye lyk miie look ( or infact they are) very mean euu noe
If sumbody care biie happy
kekex…but ii not mean larhx~~ kekex
Cox tis makes euu vauble to them
hahas I’m ?
If they jux hack cared tt means
jux wen ii not happi ii rite mean things lorhx~
Are jux nthing!!!!
anywae FQ euur white BG method very good lorhx ii lyk it!!!!!
Please f0rgive miie
dun peep worhx! Tell euu FQ! Dun peep means dun peep!
For keipoing iin tuhh euur business
LOLS ii dun even think euu come miie blog larhx…
Ii din sae don’t for f0r sack miie
kekex~ abit lame diao lerhx…dun rite any more larhx
Jux do it do it quickly and quietly
jux one warning to FQ…dun peep worhx…its very mean
Its really all over ! ALL OVER !
anywae…ii thkin there ish no more anywae…
HEAR TIS RITE!
it’s the end of the post liaox! LOLS

new vae
(p.s if she can rite so openly liao why cant ii)

2007-07-31T07:40:00.000-07:00

biie haPPy bao beii~
HAPPY BIRTHDAE~
[happy end of the relations wix euu]
so happy tt show ish celebrating bd todae~
[so happy tt everything ish over]
ii really wish show a wonderfull *18* yrs old a head!
hu dare sae he 28 then tt ppl will noe miie li haii! kekex
[wish tt euu will biie happy alwaes and nver feel sad]
Lurbb~alwaes
[ii not sure tt ii will hate euu but hope euu hate miie]
Jiayouss WOrhx
[so tt it will biie more easy for miie to forget euu]
LOokiing to show on stage~~~
[its really over tis time~ bye ger]~
Looking forward t0 [the new]``
xiaovae

2007-07-15T06:59:00.001-07:00

Its long time since ii blog
I did forget to blog
(no excuse tis time)
but ii blog for importance
and you noe its going to biie bout you
wat are frends for?
You know tey r there no matter wat.
noe it in the heart even ,
if tey din saee ii love you ,
they still do.
LOVE is only four letters,
But feelings ish hidden in the heart
Does it really matters if ii din sae tt much?
How much does the four letters cost
II dare not sae
But ii noe miie feelings worth the gold.

Ii did forget to blog.
(really no excuse tis time)
II really did forget to saee
But does it mean tt the feelings are forg0rten?
Tey r still there, deep in there
Maybiie ii really wanted to f0get tis time
But its jux s0 hard
Its hurting miie deep
Maybiie tis time ii would really forget
But the pain will remain as a mark
Mark of my slilence
Mark of euur COLDNESS

Ii did forget to blog.
(really no excuse tis time)
II really did f0get to see
Maybiie frends to euu are jux words
Phrase and paragraphs of praises
Maybiie miie to euu are jux sounds
Notes and nodes of agreement.
But really ii thought euu could hear,
My praises that are yet not saeed
But really ii thought euu could see
My hart that ish fully yours.
But really ii though euu are miie
My thoughts are wat we share
But really ii thought euu are there
My happy ending written by you
But really ii thought euu were special
My frend you have proven miie wrong.

II shall forget not to forgive, but to forbid euu from my hart.
Its over my darling,
my ending with out you.

`its my empty stage____ with out you. [xiaovae]

2007-07-06T06:28:00.000-07:00

hm...tis post ish jux tuhh filled up the empty blog...haix.miie not blogging for sooo long again...cox really nthing to sae..kekex

2007-06-23T01:23:00.000-07:00

congrate nerhx!

hahas all hard work paided off!! kekex...grates to zhu zhu for geting the first awards in jin qu jiang hahas...btw...tis blog song ish called go action....its a theme song for a drink called hei song sha shi...( not really sold in sing...) and its only the demo verison of the song..so it sound kind off messed up...but its only one minutes yet ish so nice!!! anywae heard tt its the zhu da ge of the fifth album of show!!! kekex...

HAHAS...jux moved to a new hse..kekex...ii now still buhh xii guann...cox its lyk much bigger thenn the oldd hse...kekex...haix..hoil ending lerhx...and school starting...really wish there ish dance modue...its gona biie sooo nice!!! kekex...

waiting for show on stage december....and fifth album..

2007-06-15T03:04:00.000-07:00

~retro telly~

belief in or not...miie bck to neopets. long time ago want lerhx..but its jux hard to start from the begining...belief it or not ii was wealthy in neopets wen ii was small..but still lose to lots of ppl lyk mah mah and bell bell and all larhx...its jux tt ii got lab map and brushes...haix...now bck to 0 np...shoo sadd f0r miie rite?? haix..enough 0f kiddy talk...

ermx...if ii remember correctly there was lots of things ii wanted to crap bout wen ii was on miie wae bck home...( ii went to mama's office again!) but now lyk ii f0rgort all lerhx..LOL...ohh yarhhhx 2dae ii very guaii nerhx... ii did almost 200 question on algebra!....(a+b)2 = a2 +2ab+b2
kekeeee.hahaaaa.~~ dots tts all ii haf to sae..

lame vae

2007-06-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

.show. __all of it is a lie...

masks.
every where.
all the people walking on the streets.
they wear masks.
not only one there face.
but in their hearts.
they not only don't allow others to see them.
they even forbid themselves to see how they really look.
perhaps it's just all too ugly.
or maybe they just love this stage that the society provides.
they love acting.
they love faking.
they love cheating.
or should i say they love hiding more.
they hide them selves under their beautiful masks.
well i really should say all of them are sucessfull actors and actress.
they could even fool themselves.
but thank heavens the guilt knows every thing.
what they were think.
what they really wanted.
and all other things deep inside.
soon they start struggling with the guilt.
and before long they realised they couldn't possibly win.
they start to suspect themselves.
is this life what they really wanted.
is what they said really true.
is what they called dream.
really what they truely wished for.
is all this all .
of this crap what they desired?.
sadly nobody could answer.
they dont even come close.

2007-06-03T20:39:00.000-07:00

miie god..tis soooo cool...LOVE the song.....its so....NICE!.._ hahas词穷 ( poor in english) LOL. juxx ennjoy the song...

光
在加温驱散
我浑身发烫
着地板
jump up快跟上
everybody fine
我就这个模样
山不转路转
快来冲破拐弯

耍狠不能耍闷
不努力就觉得乱
你们全都给我排排站
看我怎么来到那地方
站在舞池正中央
其实没有那么难
方式不用太过抽象
一副理直气壮的要干

我们不开心就流汗
舞步固定变习惯
给人第一印象
我们自信满满

大声唱
我们随节奏摇晃
快跟上
举起手一起鼓掌
举起手来我们一起来拍掌
原来旋律会
感染
(oh yeah)

大声唱
我们随节奏摇晃
快跟上
那目标就在前方
那个目标就在我们正前方
骄傲凝视着对方
痛快流着汗
(oh yeah)

想
baby再去想
你怎么武装却都无法抵抗
jump up快跟上
everybody fine
尬舞到天亮
比芥末还呛
我们一起飊汗

坚持同一种主张
开始同一个方向
怎么要去学习八个中段
我们这种眼光去欣赏
我们很了解状况
英雄军队的敏感
可是话不能只是漂亮
但是实力就是给答案

我们不开心就流汗
舞步固定变习惯
给人第一印象
我们自信满满

大声唱
我们随节奏摇晃
快跟上
举起手一起鼓掌
举起手来我们一起来拍掌
原来旋律会
感染
(oh yeah)

大声唱
我们随节奏摇晃
快跟上
那目标就在前方
那个目标就在我们正前方
骄傲凝视着对方
痛快流着汗

大声唱
我们随节奏摇晃
快跟上
举起手一起鼓掌
举起手来我们一起来拍掌
原来旋律会
感染
(oh yeah)
大声唱
我们随节奏摇晃
快跟上
那目标就在前方
那个目标就在我们正前方
骄傲凝视着对方
痛快流着汗
(oh yeah)
(sho0w shoow)

hahas...soo cool rite?? kekx.--

vae vae

2007-06-02T03:29:00.000-07:00

...dots....

todae ish basically DOTS! so stupid of miie to do sumthing so stupid...( LOLSSSS) haix.. ii think miie regreting...but still ii think miie enjoying...well euu will nver noe wat euu will get in return...

haix its hard to explain sumthing tt ii shldnnt tell so ii will drop the suject...so okiie... about west malaysia...every of euu noe wat happened and blog soooooo LONG bout it soo....ii guess ii dun need to sae much... then wat else to blog nerhx??? oo ya jux to tell all the viewers... ii dun noe wat it looks on euur com...but basically miie tag board does not alow miie to tag bck so its important tt euu still tag ( LOls) cox ii wil return tag at in blog untill ii get tis stupid thing fixed...tts if it ever will..hahas

then the other thing ish tt miie birthdae ish near! hahas...if euu are viewing now..well basically tis ish to ger ger( kiddie from pluto..cox euu are unnormally short...LOLS)...plx check tt euu have alridi bought miie a EXPENSIVE present...LOLSSSSS (miie falling down alot tis daes...coxing miie to biie lame...~ get it?! L A M E....hahahsss....) no larhx...ii jux wish miie can have a good dinner wix mum...and the new flat to get ready....and three thousand more wishes...hahas...

haix...heard tt show ish having concert...ii mux ge the dvd...ii mux! nns if he coming to sing...ii will get the most x ticket nns watch him....ii dun care...but money ish so tight now adaes...oo ya by the wae if any of euu saw the other albums of him...lyk the previous ones tell miie! okiie? promiss? so guai arhx? hehess..

to the taging ppl:

fang: hahas ii wanted to reply euur post long ago..but the cbox ish lyk a bit mad...yesh ii think can buy in sing larhx....wooahhh....so nice lorhx SHOW ROCK

amy: wahh..really long time narhx....miss ya lots...muckiies...[sHy] hhass

chel chel: hahas okiies...waiting for ya ta call worhx...

vae vae...

2007-05-25T02:05:00.000-07:00

haix~~xian diao....

now in hospital again...(my another home) miie sick of here...so anywae todae come here to check skin prob...sum sae its e dengue sideffects..others sujest tt ii ate sumthing wrong...while miie very worried mama sae its another dengue out break!....haix...but it turned out tt nthing ish really wrong wix miie ...the doc jux give miie sum med to cure the ich....haix the most sianx thing of all ish tt miie mama sae tt ii can watch 《娱百〉here but it turned out tt there are sum old ppl tt ish watching chnl news asia...so which means I WILL　ＭＩＳＳ YUE LE BAI FEN BAI!!! crap rite! and the com here ish lyk so slow!!!! haix......dun noe wen will miie bad luck go awae....( if euu haf been reading the blog...euu will noe ii cuaght tis uncurable bad luck sum month ago...and its sticking on miie!!!!)

anwae the more important thing ish tt...PLX DUN LET THE STUPID DENGUE COME BCK!!! cox II WAN GO TO WEST MALAYISA!! ish not tt its fun...but euu get to sleep wix euur frends...and tt ish soooooooo000oooo coool!!!! but there are also lots of bad points of the trip...haix...so well anywae ii still wana go cox promissed hua ( squares)

the nxt thing ish very important and its meant for sum ppl... ii zhang jia yi here by sae tt ii NOT jian feiing or on diet or anything lyk tt cox ii dun need to cox if ii wana lose weight ii do it by excersing...if euu dun noe anything plx dun comment or euu will hurt ppl! sry if ii sound harsh but its not actually miie fualt...ii noe frends around miie are jux worried bout miie health but listen up its not my fualt if ii got bitten by mosquetoes, even if ii was 200kg ii will still suffer from dengue! and for godness sack! ii noe ii very ai mei but all gurls does tt to rite and further more ii dun lose weight by going on diet! there ish lots of other waes lyk if euu do not noe ii dance hippop every evening for 1h and tt ,by wat the magazines saes, can help euu lose weight up to 1kg every week! so plx dun sae miie on diet liao!

vaeleryn

2007-05-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

~jux tinking~

hmmm....its good to use euur brain smtimes be4 they get rusted....haix ii tink miie brain ish aridi rusty...orelse miie wont fail miie exams tis badly.... first time actually failed...how di ii feel?? well..kind of normal ( WHICH ISH HORRIBLEY STRANGE!!!!) and how di mama feel? well kind of very normal....( WHICH ISH EVEN MORE STRANGE!!!!) any wae wats done ish done and cant biie undone....wow tts so opmistic of miie! so ii tink ii will jux haf to try harder....(sounds lyk miie ish gifing up...well wat da euu expect?) any wae todae's topic ish not bout EXAMS! since ii haf aridi haf enough of exams....

anywae todae ish bout miie....after all tis ish miie blog miie life miie space ! hahas...miie craping again so if euu are geting tired of tis PLX dun comtinue cox tis all lyk tis...

anywae tis few daes gone in to music deeply ( suposinglly ii mean ii went crzy bout music) ii listen to stanley huang....vaness wu de V.DUBB and scandel...and even jolin tsai! ii nver listened to her song...cox find her bitchy....most shocking of all....rainne yang!!!! miie god! my taste has gone so oooo low! ii mean rainne yang ish jux lyk A.C.B.C ( act cute bu cute) sry rainne derhx fans..but only speaking e truth...and the more shocking news ish lyk miie kind of sick of the songs in SPESHOW!!!! miie godiie hear tis rite! miie sick of JING WU MEN n XING FU LIE REN!!!! miie god! so tts y changed the blog song to KIng's game....hmmm so tts why tired new artist...but still lurb zhu zhu de best! muckies
( hu have he song sha shi (黑松沙士）de theme song sang by luo zhi xiang....plx let miie noe!!!!)
wahhh~~~ jolin de ma de li bu si yi ish taking such along time to load!!! miie god! haix sianx~~

vae

2007-05-18T22:05:00.000-07:00

yox yox~~~ kekex finally recovered!!!! kekex

hmm....sick all the wae....wahh....ii miss haf a month of sch! ermx.... down wix dengue fever! its so horrible! but now finally recovered! yea!!!!!

but e bad news ish tt ii cant go to west malaysia wix destinyz....cox of miie cldds....hmmm haix!!!! ii wana go to west malaysia! anywae thanks to all e ppl hu had taken care of miie tis few weeks... lyk uer wen jie jie...dardar mama....and daph , hua , yan and glad and ger ger for the long ago tuesdae and the milo..... although its so long ago...but ii havent forget! =)))

anywae other horrible things r tt ii failed miie test! tis ish the first time ever in miie whole life tt ii fail so horribley!!!!!!! stupid miie ! but mama nvber scold miie +)))))) so nice ! but ii cant let her down lerhx! miie mux work hard! gambatei! .....ermx...so blog less orhx...haix

and ii begining to get sick of tis skin...working on the new skin promissed to yao yao.... sry took such a long time nerhx...cox of sch and keep getting sick.....haix kekex....

vaevae

2007-05-08T01:50:00.000-07:00

不想长大

最近我发现了一件怪事，
每当洗完脸后，走到挂毛巾的地方，
伸手去拿毛巾时，我都会拿别人的，
从不碰自己的。
久而久之，别人的毛巾都被我用破了，可是我的还是很新。
其实我很久以前就发现我有这个毛病了，
只不过今天闲着没事干，
才会无聊到去分析它，
最后结果有两个，
第一：我会拿别人的毛巾，
只是随手的，并没有任何其他的意思。
要知道，我家只有两条毛巾，
一条白，一条红，
与挂手后白色的墙壁来对比的话，
我当然会比较注意别人那条红色的，
也会比较容易忽略自己这条白色的。
第二：我的了一种怪病。
一种只要是大人都会得的病。
这种病会使患者长一种东西叫“心计”。
面对别人时会想千方百计的占便宜，
让自己收益。
而这种病，一旦病入膏肓，
就会像我一样，就算在家，
面对的是家人，也会潜意识占点小便宜，
自私的对待每一个人。
想想看这种病应该是从大人身上传给小孩子的。
怎么说?
因为我小时候最讨厌的人就是那些会耍小心计的人。
我觉得那些人虚伪，阴险，没一个是好东西。
但在我耳边不知浮现多少遍这样的一句话，
“人在江湖身不由己，有时在社会里要生存的话，就的为自己多着想，
你不占别人的便宜，总有一天人家回来夺你的一切。”
只要一听到这句话，
第一个浮现心头的词就是“借口”，
统统都是借口！
老是觉得，人活在世上，
只要守好本分就可，只要正直就好，
只要问心无愧就是，为何要有心计？
小时候的我，就是这样，
或许是词汇董得不太多，
只知道世上有两种颜色，不是黑，就是白。
但现在的我，学多了，看多了，听也听够了，
什么都见过后，才知道原来不是白就是黑，
只不过是天真的“以为”。
世界上还有很多“美丽的色彩”，
而在社会里，还是灰占得比较多。
想到这里才发现，我真的别传染了，
我真的病了，少了几分单纯，
多了些我曾憎恨的虚伪。
好像已经变成自己心里排斥的那种“险恶”的人类。
如果这就是长大，那么我想我应该已经长了不少。
不过当然，就像我第一个结论，
或许用别人的毛巾只是一个很随意的举动，并没有什么意思。
或许想的这些，都是白想。
但很肯定的是，
我变了。
能把这么一个简单的事，
变得复杂，说明一件事，
我真的不一样了。
不在天真简单，而是复杂多虑，
不在渴望长大，只希望时间倒流，
延迟我即将要变得阴险的事实。

2007-04-07T22:33:00.000-07:00

hahas~~ am i blessed?

ermx...thursdae was quite a bad day alrite...in the morning ii ruined the whole art project..anda had 2 turn to CHICKEN and ROCH to help...LOL....anywae thaku larhx...oh yah..and vicky to....then in the afternoon ii ruined miie sistars mood...ii mean she nber get tt high in cid..but still ii did sumthing to make her sad again...haix...ii really din mean it. ii jux kind of had a bad mood tt dae anda ii went around offending ppl...first leroy...then FQ then miie sistar...anywae ii found out two things tt r pretty nasty...ii think ii made miie sistar cry on wed...and ii was completly not noticing it anda had to get roxy to tell miie...stupid was ii...then later in the afternoon...ii found out tt ii got only 18/30 4 stupid maths test...haix...(although in the class there are ppl hu got lower than tt...) ii jux broke dun...all tis time ii haf been lyking to miie self...saying wat if ii jux smile things would go away....ii found yah...maybiie it was true...but its definely more true tt one dae euu will pay bck the double one day...so ii cried so hard...untill miie eyes (ii think) were all swallen...but it was good..at least now ii dun feel tt sad...ii dun feel sad 4 cut tt stupid hair...ii dun feel sad for losing miie wallet twice...ii dun feel sad for losing miie handphone...making my sistar sad..ruin the project....the cca... and everything....

well ii alwaes thought ppl hate miie...but ii never knew ii was blessed...thaku guys... euu know FQ ii own ya lots...thanks 4 the hug...ii nided it...ii jux so nided it....THANKS....ii love euu all...ii l0ove toodee07!!!!

2007-04-05T01:37:00.000-07:00

面具（二）

在也找不回了，
可能真得找不回了。。。
是坏是好？小老虎自己不敢说。。。
她只能说，她不喜欢现在的自己。。。
*******************************************************
小老虎发现了一件事情，戴面具并不是适合每一个动物，
尤其是老虎，对！
可能羊带了面具会可爱，
猴子带了面具会很帅，
但肯定的是老虎戴了面具一定不好看！
可能是小老虎太低估小羊群的智商。
小老虎戴上面具后，不但没骗到羊群，
反而迷失了自己。
每天，照样的，羊群还是对她不理不睬，
这不再小老虎计划里，
小老虎以为只要戴上面具，
小羊们就会对她一点。
每天地球还是照样转，
这不再小老虎的计划里。
小老虎以为只要戴上面具，
地球就会为她而停！
咳！可是一切好像什么都没变。。。
不！变得好像是自己。。。
带着面具，呼吸都不太清新。。。

决定了！面具备小老虎硬生生的撕了下来，
“我自由了！”
是吗？
没有想太多，小老虎躺在虎妈旁边睡着了。。。

第二天一早，醒来第一件事，
小老虎跑道湖边看看自己那张老虎脸，
因为长期带着面具，所以好久都没看到那张熟悉的脸。
湖中模糊的倒影，小老虎看得不清不出的。
隐隐约约地看到，头上的“王”字还在，
黑菊的斑纹还在，好像没怎么变。
可是，不知为什么，心里就是不怎么舒服，
好像不见了什么似的，到底是什么？
自己也不太清楚。。。
走进羊群里，本来下垂的嘴角，
习惯性，却又不自然的翘了起来。
突然明白了一件事，
发现了是什么不见了，
小老虎发现自己失去了- 真诚。
面具戴久了，假笑已经成了习惯。
原来面具戴上了就永远也摘不下来了，
当初选择了虚伪，也就等于永远放弃了真实的自己。
有些东西丢了，就再也找不回了。。。

2007-04-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

面具

从前的从前，在一群戴着面具的羊群里，住这一只小老虎。
小老虎讨厌小羊们，应为她羡慕他们脸上的那些面具。
从羡慕，变成了嫉妒。
嫉妒就会生恨。
所以她并不是很喜欢小羊们，
但每天她还是要出洞外学习猎食，难免会接触到羊群。
在热闹的羊群里，小老虎只能“呆”在她那没有色彩的灰色空间。

有一天小老虎问自己，为什么喜欢面具。
因为它很方便。
那里方便？
因为戴上面具的羊并不需要表情。
因为自己戴上面具，应该就会变成小羊了吧？
变成小羊，应该就不会被排斥了吧？
不会被排斥就应该有朋友了吧？
那。。。那就不会在寂寞了啊！
不是吗？

那赶快戴上面具呀！
可。。。可是。。。
戴上面具的小老虎并没有找到朋友，
只是多了一个新的敌人，
那敌人是湖面上的倒影，
长得跟自己一摸一样的动物，
内心的另外一个灵魂。
那灵魂比谁都可怕。
他一直跟着小老虎，跟得比影子还近。
他一直谴责小老虎，声音比心跳声还大。
有时，她会问：“为何欺骗自己？”
我不是在骗自己，我是在骗洞外的那群羊！
有时她会骂：“你到底是谁？？”
这下小老虎急了：“我不就是你吗?!”
其实是小老虎不明白，
不管她怎么骗，她和洞外的羊都知道，她是只老虎，永远不是羊。
其实是小老虎没发现，
她越来越远离自己了。

湖中得倒影，
对看却不知那是谁。

2007-03-06T21:49:00.000-08:00

ermx.... tis post ish for our dearest baby nicky...... biie well soon...

now at the school com lab...later still nid to go to the baka lang arts tution...wat for lorhx..miie nver intersted in LA...anywae the main topic ish bout baby nicky....

todae as we were having boring science lessons...baby nicky suddenly got esthma attack!!! he was feeling so terrible! he shed tears and was in a horrible condition,....all the dar classmate in destinyz went all around the school to borrow inhaler! it was so touching lorhx!! >.< but in the end the teachers all sae tt inhaler cant biie shared as diff ppl got diff medi in inhaler...haix...ii wanted to help baby nicky....and hua hua ( guo hua ) was so worried tt she cried! haix... ii wish baby nicky will get well soon...he ish now in nuh ( LOL izznt tt where miie mama works?)

get well soon! praying for baby nicky!

xiaovae vae

2007-03-01T22:42:00.000-08:00

haix...now adaes my mama very guo fen lorhx.....

now adaes...she dun even let miie use com lorhx...then cant blog cant watch euutube cant do tis cant do tt...only can do project...so sianx....hai wo two weeks nver blog...now got so many things to blog bout larhx....nver mind ii shall chose a topic tt ish most interesting....bout our "fei"mous (famous) principle....(hope no teacher..or wat so ever creature tt has big mouth see tis post...orelse ii will die horribley)

she ish very very the guo fen!!!! how can she use our a level results to threaten us to go back to our cca????!!!!!! its not at all fair! all of us hu sincerly cant stand the cca cant quit...but for those who arent really sick but sumhow got the medi cert they can quit....its really not fair!

it is jux not our fault for joining the wrong cca
the school as absolutly no cca trials for students so how are we supposed to noe wat the cca ish really lyk...ii mean we are still very young at sec one to make the rite decisions further more all the cca leaders and senior promot their ccas ( wen ii first went to dance ii ask them wat dance they were toking about...then they saed it was all type of dance...ii ask weather got hip pop... they sae got...but turned out all they do ish ballet!) so how could they make us to stick to one cca for four solid years!
moreover...lots of us are forced in to the cca! its not of our choice to go to which cca all we can do its suffer in there and cant even voice out!
and sum of the cca are jux too much to handle! its beyond wat we can do and wat we can take! and if we tell tis to the teachers they will jux sae tt we nid to perserve more! but its not that everybody's limit can biie stretched by perserving! ( if not why ppl die of stress????!!) ii really hate the school for making such a decision! ii would rather die then going bck to the cca!

xiaoVAe

2007-02-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

happy cny!!!!!!!!!!!

wahh....two months ago we had a new year begin....two months later another new year begin...kekex time to ask things from god god up there again lerhx kekex...( the good thing bout more new year ish euu can ask more things hoohooohooo!!!!~~~~)

hmm new year holis for miie family very boring lerhx...nthing much to do...jux sit watch tv, or watch com, or sleep, ( ii din include eating for a good purpose! ii havent eat the whole dae lorhx!) but atlest ii can watch lots of zhu zhu de vidoes..kekex...

anywae tis cny miie mama and miie watched a new show called 花样少年少女....ii new tis show so long ago lorhx...but din feel lyk watching it larhx ( although all ppl tell mie to watch ) cox ii think its not so nice barhx...dun noe lerhx...after watching its lyk the ish only okiies okiies lorhx ( ii still lyk Corner more) but not bad larhx....ii really loved the character Nan!!!!( played by tang yu zhe ) he ish soooo handsome! opps its sound lyk dangerous lorhx...lyk ii going to change idol again! no larhx~~ ii will not change cox show will stay miie heart for a long long time...atlest longer then now! hehex

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
xiaovae

2007-02-13T05:53:00.000-08:00

.... .... should or not???? whats e solution??!!!

LOL....euu noe the feeling of wanting to share sumthing presious wix the world for the first time of euur life? lyk euur anticipatienting the results and afraid to noe bout the responce???....dots tis ish sooo lyk hard to decided...the real thing ish ii have been rite "things" on miieself and very ancidently miie mama saw the things ii wrote....

tts not the prob now...the prob now ish tt ii got to change cca and ii wana go in to cldds...then miie mama sujest tt if ii show the things ii wrote to the teacher it will +marks for miie....but ii dun dare to show anyone...ii have been riting things since 9 and had nver shown anyone! its all miie secret/precious....but now ii have to share....

then ii will not let her see first at least sumbody got to edit for miie first cox if its not good it will have a bad effect on my interview.....but ii dun dare to show to one ppl liao how to show to two???

ii planing to show to lao shi....but how dare ii??? wat if its not nice?? wat if ii get laugh at??? how???!!!!!!! dunoe lerhx....

2007-02-11T04:29:00.000-08:00

hahas!!!!! todae ish gona biie a long long post! dun blame miie worhx blame him! hahas any wae jux take it as a make up for not blogging for one week! ( and its all miie mama's fault larhx cox she dun let miie blog one lorhx! blog or not she also wana guan! later sumdae if ii wana go toliet she will also dun allow~~~ *ANGRY*)

hahas! ii finally got to see miie idol live!!!!! he ish more charming then ii thought larhx....he ish sooo shuai and so kawaii!!!!! LOVE HIM ALWAES!!!!!!! he ish so rocking !!!!!!

well tis the first time ii went to see a idol live ( ii only had afew idols...they are F4, 5566...and should ii count joe cheng?) and there ish sumthings tt ii got to remeber and swear to do the nxt time he come.

1) MUX GO THERE BY 7AM!!!!!!!!
ii thought there isnt much supporters for him at sing but ii was so damn bakely wrong! he got so many fans tt ii almost missed going in to autographing area cox there ish simplely to much ppl!!! ii was almost squashed to death!!!!!!! any wae so thanx to him larhx...cox he signed every ablum tt was given to him...but ii heard sum of the fans was "chased" awae by the guards cox there ish jux to much ppl!!!! if xiao zhu noes tis he will biie angry worhx! any wae bout 10k ppl came lorhx!!!! so nxt time have to biie early! >.<

2) bring ten sets of batt and a nicer cam!
ii dun noe how will ii manage it but the nxt time ii gota ii gota rent/ lend/ buy/ watever ii gona do... a better cam and bring lots of batt cox all the pic ii tok was lyk so burl and small! ii should havee wait wen ii came to the font then take...but untill then miie batt was lyk flat!!!! >.< poor miie!!!!!!!!

3) DUN BUY CHINA OR OVERSEAS ALBUMS!!!!!!!!
euu noe ii bought three ablums there and only one got signed! they sae wat its not from sing so cant sign and one they sae ish from china so the artist dun earn lot of money so dun sign....ii din noe euu how to tell which ish which larhx!!! or ii wont buy the china one liaox!!!!!!!!

4) DUN TOUCH THE ABLUM WEN AFTER SIGNED!!!!!!
wen the ablum ish jux signed its wet and ii forgot all bout tt and touched the words so it kinda became burl...but nver mind larhx...its still sooooooo nice hahas!!!!!!

5) dun bring mother there....bring a frend =)
ii and miie mother went there and guess wat! my mother was nagging miie to go home larhx! but ii still got to thank her for leting miie and accompany mii going....but nxt time ii will go wix a frend barhx....soo ii can wear nicer and put make up hahas!

6) REMBER TO BRING PRESENT!!!!!!!
mux remeber to bring a board and presents for xiao zhu!!!! he seldom come here and ii forgot his present! how can ii forget tis lorhx!!! he signed sooo hard larhx!!!

7) MUX BUY LOTs OF ALBUM!!!!
tts if ii got the money! =P

ii think tts bout it lorhx... if got other things ii will surely update....

and at the autograph place ii got to noe two good frends...both of them think show ish so handsome larhx...kekex wish can keep in touch...

hmm... ii got sum photos...but cant up load lerhx....nxt time barhx

2007-02-03T06:29:00.000-08:00

haix things are complicated...soooo complicated....

hmm... tell the truth are euu a back stapper? or are euu a bad gurl?? ii wana ask miie self tis questions lorhx...cox lyk wen ii wana help then things turn nasty... pretty nasty....sry guys ii shldnt have kaipo euu two at first... its all miie bad...miie soo bad...ii derserve to get punished..( any punushment epxcept for afew... things)

ii mean why mux thoughts biie soo complicated?? my thoughts her thoughts his thoughts their thoughts and gods thoughts...wen those mix together ish even more compli lorhx...haix and why mux " it " biie soo diffcult on ppl...yet ppl fall for it to easy...those hu dun have it want it...those who have it dont enjoy it...those hu lost it...wants it back... its lyk haix...( miie so siaox crap so much which not much ppl will understand...)

anywae ii. miie . myself the dear little vae vae here ish aridi vexed wix her stupid own probs...projects and projects.....and other many probs...sumtimes ii think why mux ii biie bothered by them... ii mean they are them and miie ish little dear dear vae vae! why do ii bother! but ii jux bothers lots lorhx.... ii cant help but to help... ii cant bare to see her cry but to see her cry...ii cant bare to hear the news but to hear it loud and clear... god ish alwaes lyk tis... wat euu dun want will come... all those euu anticipated will biie gone... jux lyk a gust of wind....haix so emo ( emotional tt means... sumtimes ii use short form tt ii dun even noe wat it means myself...LOL) hmm... its a very long post liaox...but ii will continue for the sake of...nthing

then sumtimes ii dun understand miieself too lorhx... ii mean ii want to share but ii jux feel others wont want to biie part of it...ii want to help but others jux dont bother to get help... ii want to continued on but the race jux dont want my company.... haix ii really want to put my " precious" up...( after all tis miie blog lorhx wat ii want to post will biie miie bussines larhx...ii hack care others lorhx) but then can ii stand those whispers behind miie ears? can ii prentent tt ii din see their mocking look upon seeing miie precious?? can ii ? ii dout lorhx...but if ii dont take the first step ii will nver biie able to share my precious... ii dont noe why could sumone else do it so easily wix out getting any " comments" ... for miie ish lyk not possible for ever??... miie ish such a coward? ii thought miie ish brave??...or am ii??

haix~~

2007-02-02T00:03:00.000-08:00

hahas...ermx...or shld ii sae boohoo....haix

todae as usual ii din go to dance!!! why~~ ii vomited tts why! ii dun understand myself sumtimes... did ii really want to vomit cox ii was sick...or was it jux to get away from dance? lyk the heavens ii was to noe! but one thing ish soooo sure! ii m not sick in the normal wae...( sujested by ger ger... which surprisingly ish soo kind of true..) either ii have got 厌食症 or it must biie miie trying to get awae from dance unconciansiously...but how can ii do tt with out noeing it myself?? ii mean ii really felt the terribleness and did really wanted to vomit...or did ii? ish tis all made up by miie mind...to fool its owner? or was it really there ish sumthing wrong wix miie? there can biie only one answer and obviously tt ish nthing good ( but if its 厌食症 then my whole cca prob might biie solved!!! )

about the 厌食症thingy...ii did not go on diet!!! to sae it clearer and once more I　DID NOT GO ON DIET!!!!!!!! dun listen to ger ger tt ....baka? but ii sure do feel miie ish fat...not very very fat but at least fat...and if ii really get the yan shi zheng then ii might be able to change cca! but tt doesnt mean tt miie ish on diet! UNDERSTAND TT???!!!!!

anywae now mama has gone to hong kong...so ii guess ii have to enjoy myself at home...hmm hope she brings back wat ii want...which ish obviously...hehe mux ii sae tt again?? ( ii have saed it a thousand times!)

hoping/ hopping out of cca... and ofcourse my album hehe =)

2007-01-28T02:46:00.000-08:00

Well....its strange....very strange....

well now miie chatting wix...guess hu?? LOL miie chinese teacher...izznt it sooo strange...ii mean chatting on msn to a teacher??!!! well kind of guess so....but all used to it lorhx..cox ever since he came to our class...strange things happens ( ii wonder if is a wizard or sumthing )... first ish tt the class became dam united, then ish the class thinking tt chinese ish the best lessons ( got to sae tt ii got tis info from my frends, those around miie, so if euu dun think so... then nver mind bout it)
and further more...yikai ish doing chinse hw!!! mircles! well....guess he ish abit different from the old others....

chatting to the teacher ish weird lorhx...euu noe euu wont dare to use short forms and mux mind wat euu sae... though ii think it doesnt matter wat ii sae .... but ii will jux un-intensionally mind my words...its so strange...ii mean ii am soo striaght forward...hmmm....

any wae...miie here to sae it very very very offically

PLX IF ANY OF EUU SEE SPESHOW SECOND EDDITION PLXXXXXXXX JUX TELL MIIE OR BETTER BUY IT FOR MIIE FIRST COX II WENT ALL AROUND SINGAPORE TO LOOK FOR IT AND THE WHOLE SING AS FAR AS II NOE ISH OUT OF STOCK ! II SINCERLY WANT IT! SOOO HELPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

plx!!!1
vae

2007-01-26T00:28:00.000-08:00

harloZZZZ.... good to biie back to blog nia! so long lyk nver use com liaox!!!!

hahas todae soooo good ii skip PT from dance!!!! and tomoro ii can dont go dance again! all becox of the "wind" in miie stomach! ( dun noe wat the doc means lorhx! every doc sae miie stomach got wind larhx! strange lorhx how can miie stomach blow wind?!~~ )hahas soo good rite! JL ish sooo envy of miie larhx! ii got two daes of mc lorhx! kekex the doc ish miie mama derhx frend hahas so ii got two daes of mc...kekex!

anywae since ii so long nver complain liaox and "阿兰何" ( he liao shi , btw the name ish he give himself one. he wrote the name on the board himself larhx! hahas) has aridi finished viewing all the blogs then ii shall complain todae cox miie in a complaining mood ( miie sounding more and more lyk GNYH larhx)

school ish sooo wat larhx! cant even change cca lorhx! dun noe why larhx. other schools all can but onli us cant larhx! and summore they dun even gif enough time for the trial of the cca and we dun noe much bout the cca lorhx! then if we enter the wrong cca cant even change larhx! tts so unfair ! and its affecting miie on both my studies and mood liao larhx! and sumore there ish no reason tt they can gif not leting us cahnge the cca larhx!!!!!!! THEY JUX WANT TO WIN CHAMPS TTS ALL!!!!!!! THEY DUN CARE MIIE AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

euu noe why ii so upset! cox miie starting to love the school and enjoy the school larhx! but ii jux cant stand the cca! ii jux really hope tt ii can change to cldds!!!!!

listening to JING WU MEN ~~~ you got to noe...bye bye!
VAE VAE

2007-01-21T04:02:00.000-08:00

2007-01-15T02:01:00.000-08:00

WOW!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOO HAPPPYYYYYYYY +))))))))))))))))))))))

wow todae ii went to buy show's ablum second edition.....but guess wat!!! ii went to ts in and lot one, music juntion in jp, and sambawang in lot one, and all are sold out!!!!!! wow sooo happy nia!!!! but ii cant buy the album lerhx...ii was sooo looking forward! but the third edition out soon lerhx! ii whill go buy all the editions!!!!!! hahasss

finally can blog liao! euu noe wat! miie stupid mama band miie from the net! and ii cant blog until now!!!! soo sry to fang, lat and fang qi cox ii really no time to tag euu all....

hmm...bout skool life...e teachers are quite cool larhx....expect the sci teacher...she is kind...but too boring! anywae the chinese teacher ish sooooo cool!!!!! he ish sooo good larhx! the first time he come to teach us he made the whole 2D grow soo much!!! he ish good and exciting! and the lang arts teacher....not bad larhx..except alittle lame....hahas tts all ii got to go!!!!!!

suporting SHOW for ever!!!!!!

2007-01-11T20:57:00.000-08:00

TIS ISH THE CRAPIEST POST....DONT READ!!!!

~~wahh...stomach pain lerhx....

todae ii miss dance again...cox ii got a bad stomach ach....hmm...not my fualt rite??? ii guess soo....

anywae...miie watching youtube now...hmm....lets see wats there to sae bout? xiao zhu? ii think ii have adver him to much on miie blog liao....then...wat shld ii sae?? ermx...school life? ii din even go sch todae lorhx....hmmm....dun noe lerhx....may biie ii shall drop a hint to miie human....hahas...shall ii? ii shld...if she/he read miie blog she will noe miie her angel! cool.... well the hint ish tt ii will not gif things tt ish ex but sumthing tt ish ....hmm...touching? heart warming?? hahas...hope euu dont read tis!

2007-01-08T18:47:00.000-08:00

wahh.... frends ii have are......toot? ( germaine teach miie one! ) .....or suai? ( germaine alwaes use one )

hmm... jux a inspection...notice miie dar dar Germaine derhx blog alwaes start with tooty or suai or sad or...things that are bad? its soo glum larhx..and now she ish sitting beside miie larhx! ii ask her tuh taggie miie bloggie then she craps ( another word from THE DICTIONARY OF GERMAINE) bout miie...sae wat ii sae craps...its all truth ii have saed!!!!!!!!

anywae today got dance...hmm...which means ii will miss yu le bai fen bai....haix ii thought they sae todae dun have dance??? alittle sad....but ii can go for a japanese cusines in raffles hotel!! imagin the foood there..the sushi..the sashimi...yummy...ii guess ii will temperately forget the fact tt ii cant watch yu le bai fen bai todae...hahas...sry xiao zhu....hmmm...lessons are going to start lerhx..and tt heartless germaine ish going lerhx...see you all.....

still counting how many tooty she had scold miie todae... 109? no...ii was sure it was 120....hm....or was it...wait yyies miie still here?? ii thought ii gtg?? hahas

2007-01-08T04:46:00.000-08:00

W0W!!!! BETTER THEN II THOUGHT!!!!!

its was sooo good! ii din noe tt SHOW was soo good at acting! ii jux watched xiao zhu's newest drama called [ Corner* With Love ]! it was soo funny...the drama ish bout the chemistry of a guy hu ish a talented artist but has noe money and a princess hu has everything yet nthing...thx to carrcarrr ii can watch it at youtube! its sooo dam funny!

todae was surprisingly tiring for miie and ii felt alittle disappointed towards one of my CLOSE frend....but though ii think its not her fualt...maybiie ish jux tt ii should change my wae of doing things for others to trust and belief and lyk miie...but ii really meant no harm! =(

anywae at class tried grouping working wix the new boy in class...hmmm...Sammul was his name rite? anywae...he was much more....how shld ii put it....matured? ii dont noe...but so far he ish the best guy that miie and germaine and png hang has worked wix...he really contributes and dont tell lame jokes and kind of takes up responsibility willingly which makes group work earier for the gurls ( tts wat bois ii noe wont do )...will cant really confirm tt he ish " BETTER" or "DIFFERENT" from the bois ii have seen...but so far so good...

2007-01-07T00:01:00.002-08:00

haix......cant blog for sooooo long!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why mux tw have earth quake!!!!1 >.<

its miserable! why mux tw have the stupid baka earthquake!!! ii cant blog, cant watch youtube, cant do tis cant do tt! why mux tis type of thing happen at tis time !!!!!! its sooo boring tis few daes...nthing much happened at skool...except for tt ii not the ASSISSENT treasure anymore ( currently the art rep.) MIIE FREE AT LAST!!!! and GLAD GLAD!!!! she in hospital lerhx...haix...miie and ger ger soooo bored wix out her...( though she dun tok much but she ish very very important wen it comes to supporting miie in scolding germaine+) ) and dance...will all ii can sae ish ii will try harder~~~ T_Y

haix~~ ii so dont get HER ( hu can tis her biie lorhx! it can only biie miie stupid mama larhx!) larhx! ii saed ii wan 2 work part time in holis so wen skool starts can buy new bag and stuff lyk shoes and all but she sae she wants miie to stay at home and she will buy e stuff for miie~~ but guess wat! tt dae we went to jp ii ask her to buy pens for miie first wen ii was chosing the pens and stuff ii tired to chose the cheapest liao then she was lyk standing beside and saeing" wahh~~now adaes the pens are sooo ex arhx~~ $1++ lerhx!" then in the end ii chose onli three pens and went to buy shoes. then at the shoe shop she ish lyk dun wan to buy for miie larhx sae wat very big wait nxt time got the rite size then buy, ii was lyk....okay then we shall wait and see. then we went to buy a new bag, ii went in yellow and looked around, but she keep on saeing wat" euu still have bags wat! why waste money and buy lorhx! use the old one larhx"
then the sales girl then gif miie tt 'euu wana buy or not " derhx look ii was soo embarrassed larhx! and tt was it lorhx ii cant take her anymore and went home! so wat she saed earier turned out to biie jux buying three very very" expensive" pen for miie larhx! if ii noe she will do tis ii will not have believed in her at first lorhx! how can she do tis! ii din lyk ask much larhx! ii din ask for a handphone or wat lorhx....in fact ii wanted to buy the things on my own! she was the one insisted on buying them for miie lorhx! II WILL NVER BIIELEVE HER AGAIN! !

wahh... din relise the post was sooo long..

2006-12-30T21:56:00.000-08:00

*OUCH* its hurts......>.<

haix....after much of dancing and all my knees had bruise all over and further more my muscles and joints hurts...maybe miie geting to0 old.... haix.....but nvermind tt ii will continue to ENDURE...maybe ii will take up yoga to learn the art of endurence....>.<

hahas! tomoro ish a new year! in the new 2007 ii wish all the ppl ii noe a happy and meaningfull year! yea! but the sad thing ish....school ish starting!T_T ii so enjoyed the hoils! do ii sound bad? but ii mean no students will lyk schoool....except for euu noe the few nards tt still live on tis world....( miie sooo evil muhahas ) speaking of nards...ii have jux heard a wonderfull joke bout 1D ( the furture to biie of 2D ) but again tis joke ish not by miie , ii have nthing to do wix it and no offence at all...its jux tt its soo funny tt ii will lyk to share...hehe..... here we go!

Hu r the three nardest of all in 1D?
in third place we have Yun rong ( for his hair cut and look >.<)
in second place we have yan cheng ( for his good results )
and ofcourse how can forget our first place----- leoNARD.....hahahas!

for heavens sake ii sae it one more time....tis joke ish by jialing and huimin and has nthing to do wix miie...ii jux found it funny and tts all so plx do not take it to heart! PLx!

2006-12-29T03:36:00.000-08:00

tired....niax....

hahas todae soooo tired! got dance but ii quite happy lerhx cox tis few dance class ii tired miie best 2 do spit and lots of other stuff...and felt a little passionate bout dance! ii felt miieself turing guai lerhx! sooo....good =) but ii quite sad tt ii cant watch channel U derhx show...haix ii gota watch tonite encore telecast at 1PM!! sooo late...haix wish dance can let us go eariler

anywae another things ish... which corcernt world wide....ish the internet speed!!!!!!!!!!!!! soo man! haix....but lucky its getting bit by bit better dae by dae....haix but school starting lerhx...hmmm nvermind ii will learn to lyk school lyk the wae ii did to dance...hahas

2006-12-27T22:27:00.000-08:00

WAH!!!! LAG NIA!!!~~ =(

warhx...e coms r so lagg niax~~ haix yyies cant we enjoy e last of our poor holis!!! haix~~ anywae ii was suposed tuh post tis e dae be4 yesterdae but...haix how ii noe there will biie a earthquke in TW!!! but tt dae ii type it in microsoft so here ish the late post~~

ii jux watched DEATHNOTE!!!! so DAM NICE NiA!!! but ii hate e director!!! how can he do tis to Ryuuzaki!!! he ish sooo bad! poor L ....haix yyies mux he die! why cant he live! and tt stupid Light! how can biie he sooo evil! how can he do tis to L!!! ii really hate him n Misa! Misa ish kawaii arite but she ish such a fool to help Light wix his stupid plans! haix... well....if euu wana noe e full story...euu got to do e following:

CATCH IT EUUR SELF IN THE NEAREST CINIMA BEFORE ITS GONE!

.::P.S::. ii dont get any money for advertising tis for death note =)

2006-12-24T19:40:00.000-08:00

kekex~~ MERRY X'MAS~~

so good and excited! ermx...jux wish that ii will blog more and maple less...woops ii forgot ii will not maple anymore...jux simple bcox ii wana biie a guai hai zi cox mama sae maple very bad game ( although ii dun noe why) but ii guess moms have their worries...and ii will be very hardworking at studying all the time ( ofcourse ii gota try to make miie blog ALIVE at the same time)...ii wonder how ii will do in school the in o7...but dun biie mistakened ii NVER wish to go back school nia

well in the new year, afew things to ask from Santa.... and here ish the list~

- first of all most miie blog plx biie alive! (well tis partly depends on euu ppl out there so plx tag!! XD)

- secondly ii would lyk to stop bitting miie poor nails they look sooooo ugly! =(

- thirdly school results...ermx...ii wont wish for high scores but a deligent mind >.<

- fourthly a happy and health life in school and home

-fifthly ii wana biie slim!

-sisthly make lots of nice blogsskin

-seventh get DOU YU II and SPESHOW!

- last per note list STOP CHANGING IDOLSSSSSSS!

ii really hope the above wll happen~

2006-12-24T02:08:00.000-08:00

todae's SPESHOW post!

wow add tis special post todae for a very very important purpose! the long waited cf ii have beening hoping to see in sing ish finally here! at 6.07pm todae ii saw ! its the speshow ablum cf! sooo coool! so good ii sooo happy! ii will go buy it now! MUx SUPORT HIM WORHx!

2006-12-23T22:58:00.000-08:00

harlozzz MERRY X'MAS EVE!!!!! =)

todae x'mas eve lerhx sooo good lorhx hehe! and the best news ish ii onli left to hw to do hahas~~ finally mama dun nid to worry liaox...

todae mama ish cooking dumpling for miie to eat and bet it was delicious! although x'mas shld eat bake chicken ii prefer dumplings XD...and ii recieved very nice presents also! they were soooo cool ii took sum pics on one of them ( shld have taken more...but cam no batt lerhx x(.....) hmmm....really loved tis presents...but where ish miie SPESHOW album??!!! ='( hahas jkjk onli larhx...kekex mama sae she will buy SPESHOW for miie nxt month if she go ShangHai~~yea! XIAO ZHU rox!

my dear dear X'mas present from miie dar dar ver wen jie =) muckxx

2006-12-23T05:54:00.000-08:00

SPESHOW fever~~

hahas new blogskin nia! nice rite! its done by miie worhx~~hahas, in case euu dun noe the ppl on the blogskin ish xiao zhu nia and his new album SPESHOW is sooo nice! nice suport if come to sing worhx...kekex XD

anywae now a daes sumthing very yucky and sick happened to miie >.< yesterdae ii recieved one note at miie hse door step and on it wrote :

darling euu gif miie F*** ii pay euu $200

ii immediately told mama and we went to make police report! but guess wat after that we receive one more note! and on it was att wix porn pics >.
darlin ii really love euu ii saw euu every dae euu wear very nice. todae nite stand at the window and show miie euur stuff ii dun worry its onli euu and miie

tt was sooooo omg ! so he was watching miie and mai mama every dae nia! tt was soooo yuck ( ii wear singlet and pants at home onli lorhx! >.<) but so glad todae ii din recive any thing lerhx! tt was such a yuck Xmas gift! haix~~ so bad lorhx!

PUKING AWAE!

2006-12-17T04:35:00.000-08:00

harloz ppl~~ yox ii am bck

hahas tis ish miie new blog wish it will not biie dead hahas

ermx...tis few mounth nver post cox of maple...but now ii quit maple lerhx! hahas soo shuang! can post more and do other stuff! maple jux take too much time! so ii decieded to start a new blog nia hahas... ya soo plx keep miie blog alive worhx!